a thousand different lies
i create
to contradict my love/hatred
i have had for you.

its fcuking hard to let go and forget the past.
but i will learn,soon one fine day.
i just,
miss you.

nevermind,forget it.

i miss baking like so so so so so muchhh! D:
haha, since majors are on the way hereee.
i can hardly find time to bake anymore.
awe~

i've been having school form 7:45am all the way to 9pm every single day
except for tuesday.
because there arent night classes.
lifes a teeny weeeny bit stressful
but i know.
its worth it.
once in a life time,working so hard like fuggg! ;D
im having a nice kick start on revision.
and suddenly, i love studying.
oke,i will be lying if i say i love it COMPLETELY
because most of the time
after studying all my brain juice all drained out.
and im mentally exhausted at the end of th day.
this goes on until majors.
not like i care so much anyway.

i have a current addiction like right now
latest best digs everrrrr! ;D
i develop a superpowerful interest on
SATANISM. <3
and yes,that includes all those
witchcraft, voodoo,demons, cults.
e t c.

weird huh? ;D
so.
dark?
jyeaaa,but well.
i have been reading up alot on them.
and even bought a book that is based on a true story.
Pig Island by Mo Hayder.

wont be updating regularly.
so check in for updates every now and then.
because i might just pop in :D
LOVES!